12.09.05

Someone needs to remind me to do this more regularly..

Dayum. didn't realize i'd gone this long without doing this. Uhm. It is now mid-december, and I'm still dating my boyfriend. I'm coming up with more and more doubts about this relationship the longer it lasts. I'm just not sure if I'm ready for a boy period, and here I am with one in my life... even though he lives like, 200 or so miles away... I don't know if I want to be with him. I tried telling him this, and decided I should at least try.. even with my uncertainties...

Life and work are good. I'm happy with things as they are.. and hell, I may be moving in with some friends into a HOUSE sometime next year, which would be awesomest.

I also need to eat. so I'mma do that